WULALALA

Hey yo, backk!

So school's alright!

once in awhile, still do miss W36E.

but still, i didn't dislike sch as much as the first day of sem 2 anymore.

the modules are driving me crazy. so freakin hard ya know!

OH WELL,

getting closer to classmates anw.

ytd had some sort of H2H talk with few of em.

hahas, was awesome :)

glad some of them prefer current class compared to their previous one.

and ya know wad?

i just realize my b'dae falls on the first day of UT1.

kay, suicidal!

STRESS

Yesterday

Catch up with lesbo after school!

Was kinda fun talking to her!

It's been quite sometime ever since i've last seen her!

miss her MAX!

we went back to Bishan to meet royce.

Delia , yq and their form teacher was there too!

been a very long time ever since i've talked to royce!

He is still as gl as ever! HAHAA!

went to Lesbo house and we started camwhoring

Tooked 30 plus pictures within 2 hours?! HAHA!!!

Lesbo said few days back, someone suicided next to her block.

scare the shit outta be when im walking home!

thus i've decided to take a longer route by walking through the main road home!

HAHAA! i'm sucha scaredy cat! :P

TODAY

Joee wearing my dress today to attend a wedding!

OMG, was damn epic!

took so much persuasion to get her into a dress and accessories on!!

HAHA!!

but oh well! she look good in it!

arghs, my grades been deproving and thats suicidal.

everyone's been studying how bout me?

ZOMG.

i'm still in my holiday mood!

dont feel like studying!

shit shit shit shit shit!

okay, shall study tmr.

force myself to open 6P to study!

make notes and everything!

chiong ah!

ouch, it's stabbed.

school's fine.

classmates, yea, we're bonding.

went out with some of 'em for movie today.

and during the movie, half way through.

i miss W36E, i really miss them.

how i'd wish time's gonna rewind.

i'm going back to the place at theater,

but the ppl around me are glenn? adam? lucas? can? irwan? ahmad?

so yeap, thinking back bout those, i'm on my verge of crying.

knowing my situation well enough, i've decided to head home immediately after the show.

not wanting to stay for dinner with them.

on my way home, yeap, thats it.

watery eyes, fighting to keep away those tears.

feeling like a cry baby. zomg.

i miss W36E, so much more that i can't even put into words.

i wish, going back to class, opening the door, and having zaqwan greeting hi with a smile.

sitting down being pampered by everyone.

cranking jokes, being understood, being myself, having everyone treating me like their younger sis.

feeling like, a comfort zone.

i can just cry, and everyone's there for me.

those promises, being close tgt always? being here for me always?

where are they?

is time gonna rewind, nah it's not.

whose gonna listen to me when i say i miss them?

saying that, nothing's gonna change right?

whose gonna be here like before?

everyone's changing, feeling like i'm abandon.

wtheck, feeling like a whiny bitch.

crying like an idiot.

hate myself. such a weakling. damn.

i should just go die.

it's like my mind's saying "move on and grow up bitch!"

but my heart's saying "i 'm sorry, i can't."

playing "vitamin C' and couldn't stop crying.

omg, is period coming?

yea i guess so.

DUMB

Today's math lesson!

was rather stressful!

couldn't believe i totally forgot how recog the eqn by looking at the graph!

OMG uh!

but oh well, class was fun today!

my classmates called me blur.

cos they call me so many times and i didn't respond.

"but HEY! i was busy reading stuff!" D;

went to yoshi with lucas today.

since he was hungry.

and den! glennon facebook me.

telling me that i've left my wallet in class and he alr drop it at one stop station.

IT'S THAT TIME THAT I REALIZED I LOST MY WALLET.

went back sch to get it.

but aww~ thats so nice of him ! ^^

left lucas and went home to rest.

before going to chrystal's house!

went chrystal house to watch kpop variety show and to paint nails!

it's soooo cool that she can connect her laptop to the TV screen!!

the variety show iss so freaking funny!

laughed so HARD!!

i re painted my nails for 3 times.

base coat+ colour + top coat = 1 time.

but i left her house without any colour on.

HAHA!! i actually spent time doing nothing productive!

OHMY! hahaha!!

maybe, it's time to stop.

it's time to leave.

i don't feel impt anymore to them.

maybe. i don't wana go back there again.

A BRAND NEW DAY

today's the first the of school.

Yeap! the usuals!

i really went to toilet once i've step into class.

But things was better than i expected!

at least, there are no ah lians.

and the people there. somehow seems. nice? i suppose?

Ah well! really had an enjoyable time with my team mates.

Especially one of them.

but, looking at the class now.

I dont know if we will somehow be as close as W36e.

seems very unlikely.

but ah well, maybe i've think too much just for the first day of school.

Hope things will turn out alright.

Maybe i'll find a new best friend there?

i really doubt.

But we'll see :)

Hey yo Sean, Mr Kingston!

1 October 2011, JoEe's Birthday

It's Jo's birthday and yet u haven't got her anything.

Feeling so guilty!

But i seriously have got no more money left ! D:

Wished her happy birthday and hope my dad's ang pao can replace my present for her.

Shall get her something when i have money. HAHA!

Looking at her table made me envy much.

SO MANY GIFTS.

but the ones that caught my attention was the Billboard and the "poster".

There's many stuffs and awesome pictures of she and her friends there.

It's like made specially for her.

she've got sucha sweet and awesome friends!

#envy

I didn't have stuffs like that when i'm in secondary school D;

ah well, i was unfriendly back then anw. :X

2 October 2011, Heart to Heart to Heart (4 min)

Went to Nex with neighbors!

Joee and i had our heart to heart talk throughout the whole journey out, till back home!

Treating the rest of 'em like invisible!

Had fun playing with Pixlromatic these days! ^^

It's been quite sometime since we've got so much things to share about.

It's surprising how much similarities we had.

The similar kinds of experiences and the similar kinds of mix emotions.

It's like a copy and paste!

But oh well, guess all girls go through the similar kinds of situation as well.

Friendship ; Boys ; Studies ; Family

The only thing that's different is how we're gonna face it. :)

Currently, SIM

Currently im in sch with en now.

Woke up at 8am just to meet her.

Waiting for her to get out from her class now.

Oh Oh! where's my su'en! T.T

Btw, there are Koreans sitting next to my table.

Ahh, love their language! sounds so awesome!

Last week before school starts!

29 September, Seoul Garden

I really didn't know to go or not seoul garden with classmates or not

As i really don't know who to stick to.

I don't wana be alone nor left out.

Was in a great great dilemma.

I have two options though,

either i follow the class, or go to su'en house.

Su'en house is apparently more tempting.

Cos i wouldn't feel sad at the end of the day.

However! this is the last class gathering!

how can i be so mean and not go?

After lots and lots of persuasion,

thank god that lucas is going.

Because if he goes, there's hardly and possibility that i'll be left alone.

Met him up in Circle Line and we go there together.

Enjoyed myself at seoul garden as i'm hardly left alone.

Since there's lucas and can talking to me.

HAHA!

After Seoul, they decided to go SheSha, to find max.

was rather tempted to go, since going home so early sounds crazy

HOWEVER, Lucas not going, AND, i may miss the last train!

thus, i decided to go home.

Lucas send me back, and we had a rather long chat under the void.

Since i dont feel like going home! HAHA!

poor him, hearing my RANTS non stop!

oh well! there ain't much people i can rant to now anyway!

30 September, Su'en Birthday

Met her at 2!

I had Burger King for lunch,

planned to treat her for a movie.

But we've miss the time. so we didn't go for the movie.

Brought her to icing! Had lots of fun designing the cake!

Since lucas pass me my contacts ytd, en taught me how to wear it!

Was in within 3 mins! LIKE A PRO!

it's a lil too big though.

Shall try it with eye liner on monday ! ^^

Went to Esplanade, By the Singapore River to celebrate En's birthday!

That pink shirt girl was selling mini cards for charity.

Bought one from her for en!

Doing a good deed on a birthday! how awesome!

Hang out there till night.

Went to Su'en house to get solution for my contacts.

And went home after it! :D